[She doesn't know what to say at this point, she isn't really holding back, but all the same she is struggling to let go. She just has homesickness and loneliness and despair and defeat on repeat. She thought it would be better by now but somehow it just hurts worse. She knows what Run said, that her sister and Optimus aren't something she has to match, that they're dealing with it in her own way. But she's the big sister! She's supposed to be the leader!
She pulls in a shaking sound that sends a quiver down her whole body and then finally, finally she lets it out and begins to cry. Quiet at first but then finally loud and shaking and without restraint.]
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Date: 2023-10-23 01:47 am (UTC)[She doesn't know what to say at this point, she isn't really holding back, but all the same she is struggling to let go. She just has homesickness and loneliness and despair and defeat on repeat. She thought it would be better by now but somehow it just hurts worse. She knows what Run said, that her sister and Optimus aren't something she has to match, that they're dealing with it in her own way. But she's the big sister! She's supposed to be the leader!
She pulls in a shaking sound that sends a quiver down her whole body and then finally, finally she lets it out and begins to cry. Quiet at first but then finally loud and shaking and without restraint.]