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[bigsisterterran]

[Hi! I was told to set this up so people could leave me messages! So I'm leaving a message for you to leave me a message! If you know where my family is or how to get home, please tell me. I would like to go home. Thanks. Oh, this is Twitch.]

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[hashtaggayrobots]

I--I was having fun, but it's not the same without them. And everyone said we could go back home eventually and I'd have so many videos to share and things to tell them about so it would be like they were here, too! But the longer we stayed the more I just wanted all of them. To see Mom and Dad and Mo and Robby and Thrash and JB and then Nightshade was gone and I thought "I have to make videos for them, too, then, so we know how much we missed them!"

[Hashtag doesn't even think about it as she moves through the room with Twitch pulled so close. She finds her way to her bed and falls onto it. She rolls onto her side, never letting go of Twitch.]

But I don't...I don't want to go anywhere without you again. I don't want anymore bad dreams or space bridges that won't take us home. I don't want to learn about all the things wrong anywhere else anymore. I just want to stay with you.

[She doesn't mean to say it like that but that's what tumbles out of her mouth. She tucks her head down, so she can close her optics and only focus on the tiny frame in her arms that she clings to like if she doesn't hold tight it might disappear forever.]

We're together. I won't leave you alone again ever. I don't care what happens, I'll come back to you.

[bigsisterterran]

[Twitch squirmed a little as they moved but didn't try to pull away, if anything, she wormed her way closer. She felt like she was going to break down all over again. There was so much inside of her and she wasn't sure how to get rid of it. Or if she even should. Did Robby or Mo or Mom or Dad or even their other Terran siblings feel so many things like this? What about Bee or Optimus or Megatron or the other Cybertronians? Did they mishmash inside them until none of it made sense?

Why did she still feel so angry?]

We stick together forever. Always. I love you Hashtag.

[What else was there to be said, they had both emptied their sparks and Twitch thinks it should have been something they did a long time ago, for each other.]

We'll still have all your movies to take back. I want to see them soon. Maybe I can help you with the next one.

[hashtaggayrobots]

[Why are feelings so hard and confusing? Why can they be So Much and so hard to understand? This isn't like a movie at all. The emotions don't fade when the screen goes black. They sit and grow and heat in her chest like an engine running too long.]

I love you, too, Twitch. [She would be giving her the tiniest of smiles if she wasn't hiding her face in the sharp ball she's trying to make out of herself.]

...Would you really help me? I've been practicing on shorter ones so I can learn for my big one. I...I could use some really cool aerial shots that aren't from the security feeds.

[bigsisterterran]

[Twitch felt raw, full and empty at the same time, but she still managed to perk up a little.]

Of course! I can get some really cool shots and it'll be the best part of the movie!

[hashtaggayrobots]

It will be! And I can introduce you to Airazor, if you haven't met her yet. She's so cool and she is giant hawk-bot! With feathers and everything. You guys could get the best shots up in the sky...

[She trails off just a bit because it sounds so nice, but she's also very, very wrung out. They may not sleep much normally, but Hashtag is exhausted. She wants to cuddle with Twitch and not have to think about anything else.

Maybe if she slept she would have better dreams this time.]

[bigsisterterran]

Oh! Like Nightshade! Though I guess they're more owl then hawk...

[She hasn't really seen many bots that turn into animals so it's kind of cool that there are more of them. She wonders if Nightshade would be happy to know they're not alone in this endeavor or if they would be a little sad to not be unique. Sometimes it seems like it could go either way with them. They're special regardless, and she hopes they know that.

There is a bit of silence before Twitch asks a question, speaking quietly.]

Hey, Hashtag. Do you have any videos of home?

[hashtaggayrobots]

Videos? Sure. I have a lot.

[Her own voice gets softer, but she's trying to be upbeat.]

A bunch of videos of all of us training together and then there's the video of you and Robby from Philly... Do you want to see them? We could do a home movies night.

[bigsisterterran]

[Twitch wearily slots herself up against her sister in a very 'I'm going to be here a while and the end of the universe itself won't make me move' sort of way.]

Let's watch them now.

[She doesn't really care how. She's sure Hashtag can figure it out.]