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[bigsisterterran]

[Hi! I was told to set this up so people could leave me messages! So I'm leaving a message for you to leave me a message! If you know where my family is or how to get home, please tell me. I would like to go home. Thanks. Oh, this is Twitch.]

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text un primetime

[emojibot]

Hello, Twitch! 👋🤖
Just wanted to see how you are doing now that we're back and had a few days to rest.
How did you find our first outing together?

[he doesn't say it outright, but it's quite clear WHY he's asking, considering capybara's end, even if it was expected.]

Re: text un primetime

[bigsisterterran]

hi optimus! :D it was a lot of fun! i'm feeling weird about capy though. is it weird to feel sad even though he told us not to, or if i barely knew him?

[she is trying her best to not think about that bit in Philly. She barely knew Brawl, but she still felt it. Still saw how it affected everyone else, especially Bee.]

[emojibot]

No, it's perfectly normal to feel sad about what happened.

[should he be having this conversation in person...? oh, he never knows when it's appropriate to seek them out or not. he worries if he keeps having these sort of conversations with them in person then they'll start to dislike his presence, but then is that a selfish concern or a valid one for their comfort? the parenting forums he's been browsing don't answer these kind of questions!]

We had a nice time with him and he was a very good person who had a lot of love for those around him. 🌷
Is there anything you feel you want to do to remember him in your own way?

[bigsisterterran]

[That's a bit of a comfort at least. Her emotions seemed a bit simpler back home, and that was with the empathy link she had back on Earth with Robby... oh no, she was thinking about home again and her insides were doing that stupid swirly thing again.]

I don't know.

[She messages back quickly, desperate to distract herself.]

Baking cookies was kind of fun. And that game. I think it doing things like that will make me think of him and just make me sadder.

[Just like the most random things, like thinking about how complicated emotions were, would remind her of home and make her want to curl up in a frustrated little ball. How long had she been here? Almost a year? No, over a year. Terrible. At least here sister was here and Optimus and Megatron. At least she wasn't alone.]

[emojibot]

It might help. If you bake cookies 🍪👩‍🍳 with your friends and family here, or play the game with your friends and family here, then you will start to see that these things can be done without his presence. You'll still miss him, but you will start to understand what he meant when he told us that we shouldn't feel bad for him. 🌷❤

But I have lost many people, and I know that that is easier said than done. You are not doing anything wrong to feel bad or upset or sad about him or anything else relating to this. Grief is a very complicated emotion. 😓

If you start to feel really unhappy or uncomfortable, please give me or Megatron a call. We will never deny you company. ❤🤖🤖❤

[bigsisterterran]

Thanks Optimus. I think I'll be okay.

[About Capy at least.

There is a bit of time before she sends him another message.]

Do you miss Home? Back on Earth. Witwicky.

[emojibot]

Please remember that we are just at the other end of the comm... 📱

[he worries this will be the same as what happened with elita, where there will be a clear problem that she won't talk about and pressing will only make things worse. hasn't that already happened with twitch? he twists his hands anxiously, with no real outlet.

and, of course, he immediately thinks of cybertron when she says home, and feels guilty for that, too.]

Yes. Very often, from the people to the places.

[bigsisterterran]

[Twitch sighs. She never thought she was the only one, but it's still good to hear/read it from someone who is in a similar situation.]

What do you miss? I miss our family. And the birds. And Fluffy Ears.

[There was a lot more, but she did ask Optimus first.]

[emojibot]

I must admit to missing Ranger Malto and the other Terrans, as well as Mo and Robbie. Megatron misses them too. 😓
There is a hilly area outside of the GHOST base. I would sit up there and watch the sunrise and sunset when I was able to. I miss that.

Do you know that there are some animals in the cargo hold? They will never replace Fluffy Ears 🐮♥ but I know Monk's sheep especially enjoy company.

[bigsisterterran]

Yeah. I've been there a bit. They're kind of weird compared to earth animals but sooooooo cute.

[It was hard not to get a little excited when talking about animals of any kind.]

I make sure to take lots of pictures whenever I visit.

If-- [She quickly erases the word and then retypes.]

When we get back, I want to show them all the cool things we saw here.

i can't believe i missed out alex in that reply... ranger malto and ALEX........

[emojibot]

As long as you enjoy their company. 🐑🐑🐑
Would you like to send your favourite pictures to me? We can put them in an album together with Megatron and Hashtag. 🖼
That way Ranger Malto and Alex will have something they can print off and keep.

Re: i can't believe i missed out alex in that reply... ranger malto and ALEX........

[bigsisterterran]

Yeah! I'll send them over to you right away!

[She would have to pick the best ones to send to Optimus.]

Do you think we can print some off and hang them in our room? We can make frames for them and everything!

[emojibot]

Absolutely 👍👌👍
Why have walls if not to decorate them?

[bigsisterterran]

Yeah!

[As much as it sucks to think about, if they're going to be stuck here, they might as well make it a little homier.]

Hashtag should have pictures of home too.

[There is a bit and then another message.]

We should get pictures of people around the ship. Dad would love to see all the different Cybertronians we have around here!

[emojibot]

Yes! Did you know I met a different version of Bumblebee once? He's since gone back through the bridge, but I'm sure Alex would've been delighted about that.
You and Hashtag should take selfies with all the friends you've made on board. 📷

[bigsisterterran]

Really? Dad would love that. I wonder how many bumblebees there are! Cuz there are a bunch of you aren't there? Some of them aren't like you at all tho. Was the Bee like the one we have at home? I bet dad would ask about all the things that are the same and different. Yeah! Selfies would be fun!

[emojibot]

There's another one that's here as well, he's very nice! You would definitely like him if you run across him.

Optimii? Me? Optime???? 🚛🚛🚛🚛🚛

Alex would no doubt be delighted to know that all Bumblebees seem to be the same yellow!

[bigsisterterran]

Some things seem to be the same for a bunch of universes. Do you think there's more Twitch's or Hashtags, or even another Mo or Robbie?

I wish Dad was here, he would love to see all the different Cybertronians. I think mom would worry a lot though.

[emojibot]

Maybe, but the ones I know are certainly my favourites 👌💯✔✔

We can log everything he would find delightful so we can tell him all about it later. Selfies first! 📷

[bigsisterterran]

[Twitch couldn't help but smile a little at that message.]

Selfies first, I'll get started right away. Thnx op!